I can't believe how fast my life has been turning around. I love it. After all the stupid, pointless drama, I finally feel at ease with it all. I remember last summer I had taken my days for granted, but this time I'm not wasting anytime doing all the things I want to do.
Even life at home hasn't been as tragic. Yes, my family is still getting it together. But that's what it is. Although our family is broken in two as is, it's all the little steps we take to come back as a whole. 1 family. And those are the moments that I try and cherish the most. I know that I'm always saying that I get mad when I try not to. But thats just the way it is. You have to fight in order to grow.
Lately, the fighting has been on my part. And I'm not fighting for them as hard as I used to but I'm still trying. I have a few more years left in this house and I when the day comes , I want my parents to know that they've raised a strong girl with a good head on her shoulders. I've been doing good so far, I just need them to trust me more and know that all of my instincts are for the good.
Phew, I just needed to vent that out a little. But anyways, I'm in love with the song Lucky by Jason Mraz ft Coblie Cailat at this moment.
"They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you,
I willI'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have beenLucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday."
& I'm lucky to have Matthew :)
-Lisa
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