Close to Perfect

Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life,
you made it this far.
Welcome, you've got to believe that right here,
right now you're exactly where you're supposed to be.

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& I am. Everything feels perfect, (well as perfect as things can get). I really would not want it any other way. I hate to seem so cliche but honestly, Matthew makes me feel so happy. The happiest that I've ever been in a long time. Yet at the same time, sad, only because I miss him. Just being in his arms, his kiss. . It's just all that simple, but complicated at the same time.

I know that falling is falling, but when do we know if we've landed or crashed and burned? That's the risk you take. Most don't because they're scared of getting burned.

In the past, I've always reassured myself that taking the risk is always worth it. Yes, crashing on the way only helps you grow. Because of of that I am now able to know who I am. And by knowing who I am, I'm not scared of putting myself out there anymore.

I may not know a lot, scratch that; I don't know a lot. But all I really know is no one has ever made me feel the way that Matthew has, I don't even think anyone else can. Yeah, I'm taking that fall.

Baby take the risk.

-Lisa