feeling insecure, worthless, unwanted, neglected . . you know all that bad stuff.
I hate feeling the all time low. But I always try to look on the good side. Each moment of sadness is a moment of happiness that you'll never get back. I guess that's why I hate feeling as I do. Why? I don't know, maybe because something brings out the worst in me. . That something being, the cousin of greed. Jealousy. I'm usually not even the jealous type but for some reason it just brings out the worst in me at some moments.
But why now? . .
Maybe its because its late at night and I'm trying to figure my feelings out. Maybe I'm being delusional. Maybe I'm just angry. I hate hate hate how I'm feeling though. Maybe its because . . I don't know, I'm scared ?
-Lisa
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