This Week.. Weak.

Before you can begin fixing anything,
you must first start by doing the hardest thing;
forgiving yourself.

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I just feel so overwhelmed.. more than I ever have before and I'm just tired. Tired of being tired of the same damn thing. Ugh, I just hate this so much. I've been having way too many bad days and lately its been getting harder for me to keep things straight.

Yesterday I cried for the first time at school and I've always told myself to never do that but I just got so fed up, I can't even begin to explain..

I wanna tell people I'm fine when they ask and not walk away, I wanna be okay, but I'm just not. I get so frustrated that I take it out on other people that don't deserve it, and I'm sorry for that but my tolerance level just gets so low. It's just too many bad days in one week.

Plus side is tomorrow is a performance! Finally! I'm sad that Ashley and Zahra are going to be gone from the assembly :( but Jessica will be recording it and Ashley's going to the varsity basketball game :) Which by the way a lot of people should be going. It'll be a good half time show! And I'd love the support.

-Lisa