Whoever said, "You don't know what you have until it's gone" is wrong, because you know exactly what you have when you have it, you just don't know how much you need it until you can't have it anymore.
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I've come to a sad realization today.. Tradition is lost, sometimes family isn't everything to keeping a strong bond but it sure helps, the people you thought that would be with you 'till the end of time will break your heart; (regardless if they mean to or not), promises are broken,and you can always, always forgive..but never forget.
It's only takes one thing to make me feel this hurt. Yes, I say its okay. Who am I to stop happiness? But they sure can stop mine. I act like it doesn't bother me, when ever single day I can't help but think of how much I miss my.. bestfriend. I miss the way things used to be. It's hard to believe how it all changed in an instant. I don't want to say that I'm putting up walls or burning bridges, but I am going to keep my wall down and keep that bridge open..
I find it really hard to think that the one person I would go for practically everything, tell everything to, spend as much free time with.. was no longer there anymore. When I pick up the phone its hard not to dial those number and say, "Hey, why can't we turn back the time?"
It's too bad life doesn't work that way. Time is moving on and I need to move on with it.
But these memories, this lesson, I'll forever hold onto.
-Lisa
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