I can’t believe we are already in August! This is insane. Now its totally crunch time. I’m busy this whole, which totally sucks. But I’m excited to go to the Retreat next Sunday. But 3 days? Ugh, seems forever. It’s going to be fun though.
Mostly, I can’t wait to get out of this house! Lately I’ve been feeling as though my parents are suffocating me. They keep holding on when its about time for them to let me go. I know it sounds pushy, but I’m ready to make it without them holding my hand.
I’ve had talks with my mom about this and it always the same . . We argue and it always comes off as me pushing her away but I just want her to see where I’m coming from.
I mean, c’mon . . Junior year! I’m growwwing up.
Goodness, I have so many different emotions going through my heart. I’m happy/anxious/satisfied/sad ? . . why?
Cause I’m constantly missing Matthew =/ I’ve honestly never thought I’d be able to feel this way about anyone, but things change. And this change was most def. for the good. There are so many reasons why I adore him as much as I do but the biggest reason is the fact that he allows me to be .. well, ME, when I'm around him.
I remember when I used to be all jealous when girls would start talking about how amazing their boyfriends are and I would always think to myself, "I've never understood that." But now, I know and it really is thee best feeling. I don't know what I did to deserve him but I truly feel blessed to have him in my life.
Wow, this blog is getting to be longer and more deep than I thought about writing from the start. But I'm just on a roll tonight. I'm going to end this with a quote :)
Imagine a future moment in your life,when all your dreams comes true. You know it's the greatest day of your life & you get to experience it with one person. Who's standing next to you?
-One Tree Hill
-Lisa
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