Lost My Faith.

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone
& a day to love someone,
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

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I never want to forget, maybe put things aside.. never forgetting though. No matter how hard it gets. Some days it can just get so hard. I remember when I had given up and that was it. I can't believe this was me 8 months ago;

Lost,
Jan 14, 2008
I don't know who I am anymore. Its like I've lost all meaning towards everything I do. I used to care so much. But all of a sudden I've got this don't care attitude. I don't want that. But since I'm well aware of this, than why am I acting this way.Things are getting too hard,too complex. I just don't know what to do.

I sounded so pessimistic. And I can just remember how much I had lost myself. I had lost my faith. And I had no intentions of finding it again. After numerous times of "getting myself in check", I came to the realization that moping around was not the answer.

It's funny to think how much time has passed. I can't ever imagine myself like that again. I've found my faith again and it's sticking around. Sure, I'm always having to remind myself of how blessed I am for the people in my life and how good I have it. But never will any time be taken for granted.

I just always hope. Hoping for strength. Hoping for the future. Hoping for others to open their eyes and see what's right in front of them.

-Lisa