Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Time.

So these past few days have felt extremely long for some odd reason. I like taking days one at time but for some reason this week feels like torture. Especially since something has been going on each day, it makes it seem like there are 3 days combined into one. . I'm quickly running on l o w when I need to be on on high at this point.

I really want a get away and disappear for a little bit, just so I get the chance to get my act together. For some reason I have a short fuse and the smallest things are upsetting me. And you know how people say the way you act will effect other's day too? Well, I've been trying so hard to put a go to happy face but its getting hard. But I do it anyways.

I keep struggling with people asking me if I'm okay. I'm still not sure why that question bugs me so much. But it just does. Because sometimes I ask myself and than I realize that I can't even even answer myself. Ergggg.

Get it together, that's all I need to do.

-Lisa

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