Fast Pace.

Your biggest challenge isn't someone else. It's the ache in your lungs, the burning in your legs, and the voice inside you that says "can't". But you don't listen, you push harder. You hear the voice whisper "can" and you discover that the person you thought you were is no match for the one you really are.

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This week has gone by suppaaa fast. Its crazy, tomorrow's already Friday! I didn't really do much this week so its weird. Usually my most busiest are the ones that go by extremely slow. Oh wells, I love having things to do and when there's down time to do whatever than that's good too. I have to admit that I've been doing pretty good at not double-booking anything.

So I'm just going update on little bits of things, to vent out a little bit. Well to start off, school has been effing stressful. I hate the whole lettering grades. Especially in the classes where you don't really turn in assignments that often. So far I've got C's & F's. It's such a biiiitch. I hate having to explain to my parents about this cause they don't really understand. Than my whole extra-curriculum that I've got going on kinda makes it even more difficult to balance things out. But I do it anyways. I just really want them to see how hard I try but it just feels that everything is just slightly below average for them. I get upset about it but than I realize that there's not much that I can do but keep trying. I know that some people can empathize on what I mean.

But I really do like my classes this year. I don't if its just because it's junior year and so that means its the year to buckle down and get serious or what. I really feel as though I'm finally getting it together. (=

Oh yeah, & I have yet to update on how the dance team is going. So last Friday we had a performance at the Football. Now, I'm not one to get embarrassed that easily.. But that night had honestly felt like one of the most embarrassing moments of my life. Mainly because we couldn't hear the music yet again, and some of the girls forgot the dance and just froze. =/ I'm hoping since now that we have a month 'till our next performance that the girls REALLY step it up. So far the routine we're learning right now is fast, but I think it's going to get most of the girls to loosen up and just do it, and to not worry about looking "funny." And as for the people that have been talking badly of the girls, all I have to say is, Well do you have the guts to do what we do? Learn a whole dance routine that is roughly over 2 minutes long, plus formations in less than 2 weeks? And perform in front of over 300 people and prove them wrong. I'm honestly proud of our team because we work hard but we still have fun doing it.

Ahh, this blog is getting longer than I thought it was going to be. I'm kinda just rambling on now because I have no homework tonight! (YAY!) And I just feel like I need to just vent it out..

-Lisa

P.S. I miss my boyfriend <3
Missing someone gets easier every day,
because even though it's one day further
from the last time you saw each other;
it's one day closer to the next time you will.
-One Tree Hill

I just found that quote and it just reminded me of him, I get to see him tomorrow but still. It doesn't change the fact that I miss him mucho :(