Saturday, September 20, 2008

Feeling Weak,

I'm sitting here just contemplating over the right and the wrongs. And I'm realizing that, it doesn't matter to me anymore. I used to care so much. But I am really at the point in my life where it doesn't matter anymore.

Accept me for who I am, Accept me for the things that I do. If you don't want to, that's also fine for me because I'm content with myself. That's what matters.

I've really had enough with the people that choose to walk out of my life and those that take advantage of my loyalty. I'm no longer going to be hoping/wanting someone to be my friend. That's pathetic, if you want to be than fight. I'm honestly so done. I really do have so much to give for those who give back to me.

I'm over crying, I'm over feeling weak, I'm over feeling as though I wasn't good enough to be a priorty because as I look at the bigger picture, I can see that I have so much more going. And I'm able to make it with the support of those that care.

To those people, I just have to say one thing. Thank you, because I know that sometimes I can be hard to deal with but I'm honestly so happy to those with the patience to help me.

A few things I'm looking forward to;
First Dance Performance is on the 26 @ the Pep Rally; King 5 News will be broadcasting it :)
Than Football game vs Everett for another performance, be there!
DECA will be heading to Camp Killoqua for another great leadership skilled activity.
Going to my boyfriend's homecoming =D
& so much more.

-Lisa

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