I'm Tired,

Tired of all the fussing, Tired of trying to figure things out. Tired of all the lies and neglect. Maybe I just shouldn't care anymore. It's wasting my time and my energy. I don't want to go back to how I used to feel. I've been finally feeling like . . me, again. Please, don't take that away.

I'm trying so hard. I'm fighting like hell to keep my ground. To stay happy. It's not that hard to ask for. I don't know why all of sudden things have gotten the way it has.

Did you know that I miss you? Did you know that I miss everything about you? No, you don't. And you know why? It's because you never asked? You never asked, because you never cared. Am I right? Probably. I thought I knew you. But I don't. I guess I know nothing about you.

The downfall to all this is that I will care for you. That's just the kind of person I am, I guess.

I got a lot going for me. I'm going to stay busy and just do my thing. That's it.

-Lisa