Don't you just love . .

knowing that somewhere, someone out there in this world will always love you, even when you can't love yourself. <3

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This week is going by suppa fast. I don't even know what to do right now. I have so much to do. I feel as though I'm taking all this extra time for granted. Why must I feel this way? I guess I've always enjoyed living in the moment. Planning for the future and if its meant to be faith will draw the path for you.

Well as I'm moving forward with my life,
I'm starting to realize,
faith isn't the one doing the neglect,
faith isn't the one that walks away after a huge fight,
faith isn't the one who makes the mistake of saying no,
faith isn't the one picking up the phone,
faith isn't the one who's living with regret,
faith isn't the one tolerating a broken heart,
and most importantly faith isn't the one who is making the impulsed decisions.

It's all up to YOU. Faith can't do everything for you, but its the faith that gives you hope. Hope for a better tomorrow, a better future.

That's why I'm hoping. More like praying. . for healing. I'm starting to figure out the reason why I haven't been able to hold a steady relationship is because I still have baggage from the past. Baggage that should be long gone. I haven't let anything go, just merely ignoring and covering it all up. No matter how you put it, in the end pain hurts all the same.

Let me share with you some words I received from a blogger off of vox. It's quite funny how simple words from a stranger can change your way of thinking in an instant, but that's not funny at all. I asked, "Does it take time to heal? Or is the healer time?"

"if you wish to heal, then heal. it takes no time, only awareness.
breaking is breaking. destruction encourages destruction, encourages reconstruction. to bend is to not break, to not encourage repair. we bend, and we are ourselves. we break, and we become what we try to break from. remember, you break, you accept and own breakage. you bend, and no breakage comes back to you. rather, things bend around you. your gravitational pull increases, and thus your energies become more potent. this is a tool to use, but do not take it lightly or you become its tool.something to think about that my professor asked me today: "do you speak through the public, or does the public speak through you?" i can answer the latter to most, but i believe some things can be inherent. such as being aware of ones self in the worst of times, owning the good, honest, and just.you have that awareness, now. use it how you will.peace and prosperity, blessings in all you do. doing to all your attempts. success in your doing. bliss in your successes."

I hope anyone reading will take something away off of this post. It helped me tremendously. I hope it can help you. You would think I'd be bittersweet, but no. I'd rather be optimistic, it's a great learning experience. I know who I am, no one can change that.

-Lisa