Ugh,

I need to get set my priorities straight. There's so many things going on. And I'm just overwhelmed hella! I think maybe, just maybe I've taken things too far. But everything I'm doing is what I want to do.

But, I'm starting to see that I'm double booking my weekends, that I have to cancel on one thing for another. Oh, how I wish I could be in 2 places at once! I really don't have anymore time for myself. Sounds strange, but you know just some of the time to relax. I can't. I love having my school life, my friend life, and my family life. Even if that means no rest!

Speaking of being restless, some of my teacher's have already been talking about what to study for Finals, and having a Final Project =/ Shitt, I'm not ready at all! I'm passing my classes with a B average. And I hate how that's not good enough. If you were compare me to any other B average student you would see that I excel in so many extra-curricular activities AND am still able to juggle doing my homework. Not to mention that I always try to put on this oh-so happy face :) . . Ha.

I just keep telling myself, "It'll be worth it AFTER you graduate." That's 2 years away, but why does it seem so close?

Well the one thing keeping me sane right now, is seeing him everyday. It's silly to say but he's giving me some stability in my crazy life. He's just got this corky way of making me laugh, even when I'm supposed to be paying attention to the stupid equations on the board!

-Lisa