Good Enough?

I always strive to do my best. But lately, I've been feeling as if everything I've been doing seems to be pointless. Like there's no meaning behind it.

I've been working on my project for State like crazy. And I honestly I'm starting to not even care how good/bad I'll do on it. Yes, it all looks good. Yes, my visual is almost completely good. And yes, I know how I'm going to present it worde by word. It seems like I'm doing this all to please other people though. Erg, I hate it when I start to feel this wayy.

And mostly importantly, Yes, my parents are proud. But its like, I don't even do anything for myself anymore. I'm doing it for them. I guess its a good thing that I'm learing to be driven. But being driven this way, just doesn't seem very productive, even though I'm getting so much done. Oh well, in the end it will be worthi it. I just need to keep telling myself that.

It's about time I'm satisfied with all that's being done.

-Lisa