Turning the Clock

You can be up so high for so long 'till you fall down. I wish I could turn back time and take back some of the things I've done, things I've said. And just do it all over. But sadly, life isn't like that. You can't take back what you said 5 seconds ago, let alone take things back from 5 months ago. If it was, than we wouldn't be having to deal with all these problems now, Would we?

I remember how I used to be. How I dealt with things. I want that strength back. If someone was to tell me that I'd be feeling this kind of low, I would've laughed at their faces and said you're joking. Me? Never.

It's funny how things turn out though.

Sure, I laugh at it and just turn the other cheek. But thats the only way I know how to deal with i all right now. I hate having to walk away because that's always the last thing I want to do . .

People may think they know. But just like that Diary on MTV - You have no idea.

I'm fairly content, not yet satisfied. But that's why I persevere through and set goals so high, they might even seem unreachable. That's how you succeed. By doing things that you never thought you would.

I'm going to prove them all wrong. Just watch me. Over time all this pain is going to be gone. And I'll be able to say I grew stronger. Right now, I'm still holding off. And waiting for my heart to heal.

-Lisa