& I Thought You Were The One

You said the right things, at the right time. I remember right from the beginning. I told myself that your're just another guy, I'm not going to let myself have feelings for you. I will not let you get to me. It can't be possible. But now look at where I am. I don't know when or how it started happening but I'm getting those feellings that I said I didn't want to get.

Maybe it was the fact that I felt so comfortable with you. Or unlike those guys you actually listened to what I had to say. Or maybe it was that you were the first. Regardless, I love your sense of humor, you're sensitivity, and the way you would look at me. I loved the way you looked at me. I still remember our first kiss. .

But how come it seems as if we feel tension being a room together. We can't have those normal conversations that we used to have. I miss you so much. I know you said you care. But its not just in the way you say. How about showing it?

I feel torn, stay or move on?

It's clear that you have moved on. And as much as you say you don't want to leave me hanging. It's kinda too late. It's fine though. I've never really needed anyone to pick me up. I do it myself. But it was clear, I loved you, still do, always will.

-Lisa