Satisfactory

"You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate, or bad luck, or bad choices. Or you can fight back. Things aren't always gonna be fair in the real world, that's just the way it is, but for the most part, you get what you give. Let me ask you all a question, what's worse? Not getting everything you wished for or getting it, but finding it's not enough? The rest of your life is being shaped right now, with the dreams you chase, the choices you make, & the person you decide to be. the rest of your life is a long time, & the rest of your life starts right now." -One Tree Hill

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Lately I've been in a horribe slump. I think it's the lack of sleep and that we're hitting the last quarter. I still have so much to do! I need more timee. There's never enough time anymore. We're growing up too fast right now. Oh, how much I miss the past. How I wish I would've cherish things so much more. I can't helpt but think, "I'm going to be on my own."

That's such an understatement. Theses past couple of months, I've already been on my own. I've been learning to make my own decisions. Take the consequences. I've learned to pick up all these pieces on my own. It's soon to say, but I'm ready to take anything on that comes my way.

I'm excited yet scared. I'm never going to use the excuse of being scared for my failings. I used to always be scared. But no not anymore. That was the old me.

I can't help but see how much I've changed. I always talk to Gabby about this. But it's truee. Looking back, I can't believe how I used to be. The brighter side of all this : I'm satisfied of who I've become.

-Lisa